My name is Mar, which means “Sea”. I am a depressive fuck and I have suicidal thoughts too often, but my boyfriend keeps me alive. He makes me want to live. He is depressed too. I’m told that I smoke too much pot, but I don’t really care. I mean, they don’t know that I used to self harm, which is worse. And I don’t really care about what happens to me as long as I can still write. I am a writer and it is by writing that I let my demons out.Tumblr (3.0; @leadmetoeternity)http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/cb4a10f9bc341b5c9f07c93edf49106f/tumblr_mmmdhoog8W1r321pro1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/51006859898http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/51006859898Tue, 21 May 2013 21:26:43 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0fd668411aa99f9400b59dfc962e589b/tumblr_mkwskwzLwu1rsolbxo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/51006855864http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/51006855864Tue, 21 May 2013 21:26:40 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me3qxn4OlI1rnl1uko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50930409594http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50930409594Mon, 20 May 2013 22:32:08 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d6ead7555669aad7a19459ec3569f658/tumblr_mlb9430kjc1s1qazco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50930284049http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50930284049Mon, 20 May 2013 22:30:33 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/85241fd9ceb6b51a47b8d241cb9815f4/tumblr_mmsu3c1qXJ1qc1qbyo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50930252095http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50930252095Mon, 20 May 2013 22:30:11 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0244fc0007b252142196ae4d0e8de681/tumblr_mn42y3B9QT1rf05pzo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50930246097http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50930246097Mon, 20 May 2013 22:30:06 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/089aed69841bec00a03bebf939d901a1/tumblr_mf6535WGqX1qcx0yyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50930093169http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50930093169Mon, 20 May 2013 22:28:09 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/243bb7f8200278b9646ebf9358a32142/tumblr_mn464k72Hd1ru34m0o1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p>and when yesterday my boyfriend said this to me I was the happiest person on earth</p>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50929984880http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50929984880Mon, 20 May 2013 22:26:44 +0200personaluglyfatbeautifullove<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3qfpclqEJ1qg996lo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50929047055http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50929047055Mon, 20 May 2013 22:14:35 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ffde0bd102ae70b863fa4ff995239c0e/tumblr_mh9acwzHam1qfx8kvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50929034626http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50929034626Mon, 20 May 2013 22:14:25 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/2c17a5b4c641480a4afb0c2fc6609820/tumblr_mlbb1p6PR61qb6lc7o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50928973379http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50928973379Mon, 20 May 2013 22:13:37 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/7eb854e68be4c18b834323065d2fc7c3/tumblr_mm08leHRdZ1qk6j64o1_400.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://daniel-stuart.tumblr.com/post/49164573947/this-is-the-greatest-thing-in-all" target="_blank">daniel-stuart</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>This is the greatest thing in all of classic Doctor Who</p> </blockquote>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50915614207http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50915614207Mon, 20 May 2013 18:48:45 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/808e22d160f448a7d7ed5f6c2f0a5069/tumblr_mm6p5fN0pD1qdg6sho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://a-b-a-d-d-o-n.tumblr.com/post/50910970599" target="_blank">a-b-a-d-d-o-n</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>q</p> </blockquote>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50911005568http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50911005568Mon, 20 May 2013 17:26:23 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/043e7b46f778b2e1ed800f590dc0caaf/tumblr_metiwbWmZe1qmr009o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://unicorns0n-acid.tumblr.com/post/50904116240" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">unicorns0n-acid</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><a href="http://wotdafuck.tumblr.com/post/50755892795/soft-grunge-here" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank">wotdafuck</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><a href="http://wotdafuck.tumblr.com/" target="_blank"><strong>soft grunge here†††</strong></a></p></blockquote> <p><a href="http://unicorns0n-acid.tumblr.com/" target="_blank">✟softgrunge✟</a></p></blockquote>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50904152116http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50904152116Mon, 20 May 2013 14:59:58 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/784eb3d0a3022f3a6ac003916c39f0ec/tumblr_mfednrjJw41rta274o1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/15f8160282ffc7a7c347cff87056ea56/tumblr_mfednrjJw41rta274o2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50903595496http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50903595496Mon, 20 May 2013 14:46:14 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d952c158acf8712eb75c5b365fbe4ae3/tumblr_mi8fi8Tact1roez34o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50903589785http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50903589785Mon, 20 May 2013 14:46:06 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma7vf5oA2R1qfdwsio1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://iconic-5.tumblr.com/post/49058803138/aneuphoria-forgott-en-i-just-noticed-that-i" target="_blank">iconic-5</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://aneuphoria.tumblr.com/post/34969717114/forgott-en-i-just-noticed-that-i-think-the" target="_blank">aneuphoria</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://forgott-en.tumblr.com/post/34188744406/i-just-noticed-that-i-think-the-right-is-saying-i" target="_blank">forgott-en</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>i just noticed that i think the right is saying “i love you”</p> </blockquote> <p>THE LIL SMILE AFTERWARDS KILLS ME</p> </blockquote> <p>you</p> </blockquote>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50903581111http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50903581111Mon, 20 May 2013 14:45:54 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3e782dd621049e0d602ce8b0693d3471/tumblr_mn0iqaZtKU1rp1x6so1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50901376009http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50901376009Mon, 20 May 2013 13:48:55 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4fcced476bd383cc264a8fb9182ca149/tumblr_mjye9sOi0u1qi8taco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50900742201http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50900742201Mon, 20 May 2013 13:31:56 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m91xy2OZRt1rdx9spo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50900713716http://leadmetoeternity.tumblr.com/post/50900713716Mon, 20 May 2013 13:31:09 +0200